Water Wings
The
mornings are his,
blue
and white
like
the tablecloth at breakfast.
He’s
happy in the house,
a
sweep of the spoon
brings
the birds under his chair.
He
sings and the dishes disappear.
Or
holding a crayon like a candle,
he
draws a circle.
It
is his hundredth dragonfly.
Calling
for more paper,
this
one is red-winged
and
like the others,
he
wills it to fly, simply
by
the unformed curve of his signature.
Waterwings
he calls them,
the
floats I strap to his arms.
I
wear an apron of concern,
sweep
the morning of birds.
To
the water he returns,
plunging
where it’s cold,
moving
and squealing into sunlight.
The
water from here seems flecked with gold.
I
watch the circles
his
small body makes
fan
and ripple,
disperse
like an echo
into
the sum of water, light and air.
His
imprint on the water
has
but a brief lifespan,
the
flicker of a dragonfly’s delicate wing.
This
is sadness, I tell myself,
the
morning he chooses to leave his wings behind,
because
he will not remember
that
he and beauty were aligned,
skimming
across the water, nearly airborne,
on
his first solo flight.
I’ll
write “how he could not
contain
his delight.”
At
the other end,
in
another time frame,
he
waits for me—
having
already outdistanced this body,
the
one that slipped from me like a fish,
floating,
free of itself.
***
Another Poem for Mothers
Mother, I’m
trying
to write
a poem to you-
which is how most
poems to mothers must
begin-or, What I’ve wanted
to say, Mother…but we
as children of mothers,
even when mothers ourselves,
cannot bear our poems
to them. Poems to
mothers make us feel
little again. How to describe
that world that mothers spin
and consume and trap
and love us in, that spreads
for years and men and miles?
Those particular hands that could
smooth anything: butter on bread,
cool sheets or weather. It’s
the wonder of them, good or bad,
those mother-hands that pet
and shape and slap,
that sew you together
the pieces of a better house
or life in which you’ll try
to live. Mother,
I’ve done no better
than the others, but for now,
About this poem:
“As the poem expresses, there are subjects that seem to baffle poets more than others, the subject of our mothers being very high on that list. What glorious, enraging, most essential beings mothers are. And while I have the moment, let me dedicate this to Margaret Belieu, who once wisely told me ‘I always knew your brother would walk straight down the hallway, but it seemed important to let you bounce off the walls.” - Erin Belieu
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